dragging my a**
I had an okay day yesterday. i met a friend for coffee, went to the bank and managed to get the dishes done. we had our motorcycle club meeting last night, so dinner out....I felt pretty good. I woke up early today and thought I was doing good, and then it all came crashing down, the fatigue hit me like a ton of bricks.
I wish I could figure out what this is.....
I booked a reflexololgy appointment, someone recommended it and I thought what the hell.I also called my respirologist's office and left a message......I said he could gage how bad I feel because I voluntarily upped my pred, that should tell him something, he knows how much I hate it.
I've been looking online for healing resorts/retreats and found an interesting one in Sedona.......expensive though, I will have to wait till we have a money influx for that but it sounded great.
I am tired of feeling like this......it's like all the joy has been sucked out of my life and I have no idea why, except for feeling like crap.....I want to get back to my normal again.....or what has become normal, because if this is my new normal I don't want it.
I got an email form my homeopath saying she was sorry it has taken her so long to get back to me, she was off on some learning experiences. I am hoping to get back with her and go over all this stuff and see what her opinion is......she is the only one who seems to have a good over view of everything that is happening with me. \maybe she can recommend another acupuncturist.
I hate having this attitude I want to find my joy again.....it's not that I am unhappy, it is just like all the energy has been sucked out of my body.....maybe there is some sort of vortex around here or something.
I am going to walk barefoot outside and try to ground myself to nature.....and empty the composter......it is in the low 60's today so I might as well get out and take advantage of it......
I have been taking my b vitamins and I'm not sure if they are doing anything yet.....will give it another week or so, like I have a choice
I wish I could figure out what this is.....
I booked a reflexololgy appointment, someone recommended it and I thought what the hell.I also called my respirologist's office and left a message......I said he could gage how bad I feel because I voluntarily upped my pred, that should tell him something, he knows how much I hate it.
I've been looking online for healing resorts/retreats and found an interesting one in Sedona.......expensive though, I will have to wait till we have a money influx for that but it sounded great.
I am tired of feeling like this......it's like all the joy has been sucked out of my life and I have no idea why, except for feeling like crap.....I want to get back to my normal again.....or what has become normal, because if this is my new normal I don't want it.
I got an email form my homeopath saying she was sorry it has taken her so long to get back to me, she was off on some learning experiences. I am hoping to get back with her and go over all this stuff and see what her opinion is......she is the only one who seems to have a good over view of everything that is happening with me. \maybe she can recommend another acupuncturist.
I hate having this attitude I want to find my joy again.....it's not that I am unhappy, it is just like all the energy has been sucked out of my body.....maybe there is some sort of vortex around here or something.
I am going to walk barefoot outside and try to ground myself to nature.....and empty the composter......it is in the low 60's today so I might as well get out and take advantage of it......
I have been taking my b vitamins and I'm not sure if they are doing anything yet.....will give it another week or so, like I have a choice
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