dragging it out

ok, so i guess somehow i knew it wasnt over. he didnt pay me the 750 he was supposed to. said he suddenly had to go out to sea, called me a few hours to tell me he couldnt make it to the bank. whatever. he had plenty of time and understood perfectly well what he was suposed to do. i wasnt going to fight, even if i need that money, after moving im quite broke. i had  sold my horse, and had to use that money for the first months rent.... but now he is fighting to not pay his part in daycare expenses. saying that i work nights and should pick up my baby at 4 am when i get off, not at 9 when she wakes up. even though its important that she sleeps. ugh. after he already agreed to pay 250 a month. i need to talk to my lawyer about that. im so tired of calling her. i know she is tired of this case. she hasnt gotten paid yet.  and wont till december when he returns, and is having to do more than she thought she would have to. and he is being a pain in the ass. i need a break. i just need a friggin time out from all this stress. just a period of down time to recoup.  but on a good note i did get moved, so i am no longer under the stress of my step parents. me and austin are doing well. my dog is happy here Ariyah is happy. i found out she likes to sit in her bouncy chair, and is completely entertained if i decide to do a taebo video workout... LOL. i need to do something. i feel FAT. real FAT. like blubbery. ick. granted i was this weight before, but now i have belly fat from the pregnancy. i want to lose it. i hope i can stay at this place a while. i need to. im tired of moving moving moving. i hope next time i move, it is with some money behind me, and time, so that i can make a choice to where i move.