Dr. appointment
I saw my surgeon on the 20th and he raised my shirt really fast to check my heart. caught me off guard, most drs check your heart at the top of your shirt. oh well. that is over. he asked me why I had picked the type of surgery that i did. i told him that i had researched the different choices out there. he seemed happy with my answer. i talked to the lady about the surgery date and it sounds like the 20th of april but it can be changed easily. my dr wants to have another surgeon from somewhere else to watch the surgery. that sounds kinda creepy to me.
i saw my therapist today and we talked more about bi-polar and what makes it worse and we came with the pressure coming from others. my mother means well but doesn't respect my space. she is one of my landlords but she just walks in whereas my dad will knock before he comes in. another stress point is with my daughter. she stopped talking to me other than hi. i don't know what is with that. oh well.
i don't have the kids tonight so i am reading a couple of books so i will keep busy. i really need to go out and walk. but it is late so i will tomorrow. i guess that is about all.. hugs to everyone
i saw my therapist today and we talked more about bi-polar and what makes it worse and we came with the pressure coming from others. my mother means well but doesn't respect my space. she is one of my landlords but she just walks in whereas my dad will knock before he comes in. another stress point is with my daughter. she stopped talking to me other than hi. i don't know what is with that. oh well.
i don't have the kids tonight so i am reading a couple of books so i will keep busy. i really need to go out and walk. but it is late so i will tomorrow. i guess that is about all.. hugs to everyone
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Well, less than a month to go! Sounds great.
Yes, stress is a factor and a mother who does not respect your own boundaries is a difficult one to deal with. Sorry about that as my mother is like this as well.
You are in my thoughts. Neesie