Downer
Difficult day today. Started off a little off-kilter with itchiness randomly and all over. Not really breaking out into hives, but still annoying and tiring.
Then, I went to therapy, which was VERY productive, but also very emotionally taxing.
Then I went to work where my boss, who is a terrible human being made me look like a lygin ahole to a patient who has cancer. Can i feel anymore low than that.
And then my assistant, who is supposed to me helping me out refused to take some of my meetings because she's really crappy at managing and budgeting her own time as well as prioritizing. Which means I had to work late and miss my babies bedtimes. Cue the mommy guilt. I'm exhausted and depressed and have the little irrational voice in my head screaming, " I hate my life! I hate my life! I hate my life!" I know that not true, but that's what the voice says.
Any words of encouragement? I could use some help right now.
Then, I went to therapy, which was VERY productive, but also very emotionally taxing.
Then I went to work where my boss, who is a terrible human being made me look like a lygin ahole to a patient who has cancer. Can i feel anymore low than that.
And then my assistant, who is supposed to me helping me out refused to take some of my meetings because she's really crappy at managing and budgeting her own time as well as prioritizing. Which means I had to work late and miss my babies bedtimes. Cue the mommy guilt. I'm exhausted and depressed and have the little irrational voice in my head screaming, " I hate my life! I hate my life! I hate my life!" I know that not true, but that's what the voice says.
Any words of encouragement? I could use some help right now.
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