down today

I dont know why but i am feeling a little down in the dumps today. I dont know why because i leave tomorro wto go visit family and freinds in california. It may be because James is not going and i am at that clingy stage. He has been sick all week so i havenot been getting the attention and love I have ben needing. Im not mad or anything I mean i know its not his fault. But im just sad. Ian moves so much now and i feel like james is not bonding with the baby. I wish he woudl talk to him. It made me start crying to day thinking about how he doesnt ever talk to him. I kept thinking  when he hears teh heart beat he will change then when he sees him on an U/S he will change and he didnt then i was like when he feels him he will change and he didnt. I just feel lik ebeing pregnant is such a huge all consuming thing for me and for him he forgets im pregnant. I may come home and he ask why i am so fat and have to remind him im pregnant. I hear about all the other Hd's talking to their babies and asking about them and stuff and he doesnt do anything. he is such a great husband and i know he will be an awsome dad but it just bugs me. I know i could have more to complain about but i just hate feeling like this. I wish he was more excited.