Down the Rabbit Hole.

It feels so good to finally be out to my whole family and I had none of the fireworks happen that I had imagined. I have found a support group here in a group called PFLAG and everyone at the meetings are great people cutting across many different demographics. I also found a group called Arkansas Transgender Coalition that provides a lot of resources for the Transgender. Finding this level of support in Arkansas kinda blows my mind who whoulda thought. At one of the PFLAG meetings I met "Jessica" and she gave me the name and number for a guy that does both Laser and electrolysis and I have started treatment for my face and neck. This guy wasn't listed in the yellow pages or the net and that's why I could not find him on my searches. He is very reasonable and only charges $150.a session for the Laser for the whole face and neck. I am getting all the black hairs done with the laser. The treatments are about 5 weeks apart and I was told that it takes 3-5 treatments to permanently kill the follicle.Your mileage may vary. I have far more black hairs than white ones that will be dealt with using electrolysis. I'm eating right and working out at gym and trying to lose some belly fat it's coming off slowly but steady. I know that the slow and steady is the best way really. I have cut out Diet sodas, caffeine, sugar (As much as I can), Alcohol, Chips, and I'm trying to eat as little as possible the processed foods which are loaded a lot of stuff that our bodies have no use for and chemicals that we should not be putting into our bodies. I find it to be incredible that the majority of people have no clue about this. When I go shopping for food I rarely ever see anyone reading a Label on a product. Asleep or Don't care I'm not sure which one it is. Well what I'm really trying to convey here is that I am starting to love and respect myself something that had been absent in me.