down days

I wish I knew why  have been feeling so down, I have no energy or motivation lately. I am feeling fine health wise. My weight is really getting me down. No matter what I do this weight won't budge, I hate that I feel this way it is so superficial, but I don't even want to go out in public anymore. None of my clothes fit.....and I really like clothes. I don't even want to shop for clothes because nothing looks good or feels good.
I think I might be starting menopause too, but then again I read that the one med I am on (it's a chemo drug) can cause menopause too so I don't know what's up with that.
I wish I could get my mojo back, maybe this is just pms who knows. I have my physical next week and they did blood work to check my hormone levels so I guess I'll see then.
I feel guilty for whining about this when others are having a much harder time than I am, but feelings are feelings right.