Down and Out

Feeling kind of sad today. I am 24 years old and have been battling obesity and pcos for a long time now. I had gastric bypass 9 months ago and now down 105 pounds, but still my periods are irregular. On the bright side I have been having them like every other month, which I guess is an improvement from the 1-2 times a year I was having it before. But still, I am feeling down as everyone seems to be pregnant right now and I am not. My best friend is getting ready to have her second baby and I was hoping that at least one of our kids could grow up together. I have been married almost 3 years now and my husband and I have never used protection, and still nothing. I have been on medformin previously, and I want to see a specialist, but you have to be within 44 percent of your BMI to get help which is ridiculous in my opinion. That is pretty much discriminating against heavy women. What happens if a women can't get below that goal weight? Will she be doomed to never be able to have kids because society will not give her the help even though she has insurance? Life is so unfair.