Dought
I haven't written here for a few weeks... Life has been a bit hectic. I have had a lot going on in my life lately; our son has some discipline, anger, and defiance issues. We now have him in a special school hoping that they can help. I feel disheartened at times, as I know I have not been the best role model for him. He has just become worse since his mother and I separated.
Hell I am having a hard time dealing with it, especially with the holidays coming up. I can’t imagine spending and celebrating the birth of our savor and her not is with us, with me. I miss her so much…
On a good note we have been talking more lately and we have spent a little time with our son together, went to church, little shopping etc. I will take whatever I can get J. I know that she has trust issues with me and my past behavior no matter how much I have learned and change cannot just be forgotten.
So I continue to pray that God guides my life and moves forward his will.
I would like to share this, I made this graphic based on church service this weekend:
Hell I am having a hard time dealing with it, especially with the holidays coming up. I can’t imagine spending and celebrating the birth of our savor and her not is with us, with me. I miss her so much…
On a good note we have been talking more lately and we have spent a little time with our son together, went to church, little shopping etc. I will take whatever I can get J. I know that she has trust issues with me and my past behavior no matter how much I have learned and change cannot just be forgotten.
So I continue to pray that God guides my life and moves forward his will.
I would like to share this, I made this graphic based on church service this weekend:
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Hey Michael, sorry to hear you are having such a tough time. I recently separated as well, and am finding it so very difficult. My husband told me to leave and for very complicated reasons, I could not take my 6 year old daughter with me, which is breaking my heart. I have turned back to God and am going to a great church with really wonderful people who lead the flock and it has helped me so much. My husband and I spend time together with our little girl and he even comes to church with me, so I am really glad about that. There is hope! God can do anything! I was feeling really low and despondent, but this graphic you did really helped pick me up and put me back on track, so I just wanted to say thank you and to wish you all the best. God bless :-)
Thank you so much nolsaks... I sent you a hug and message, talk anytime!