dont know....

dont know where i am in life , i started a second job but makes me wanna hang my self ... why am i so blah when trying to wrok with costomers i caint explain ... once in a while ill get costomers that are like wow i get along with but 9 .5 out 10 i am like off in my own world there and i dont mean too but i ignor costomers .... maybe if i drink alcohol b4 i walk in the doors ill loosen up abit ... i try to be friendly and on top of it ... but how do i know if im over steping my bounderies or what ever i wanna improve in my interaction with costomers ...... how can i?