Done it again.

Fell for the same old I have changed line. This time he was supposed to have changed because he's on his meds being treated for being bipolar.Since I don't have Bipolar I really don't know what the symptoms for this is. The 11th of this month I again allowed myself to be physically abused by this man when he struck me with a belt. I did make out a police report but did not press charges. I just want a divorce and I want him out of my life. I don't know if I will ever really be able to trust anyone truly again. A friend of mine was putting a belt in a bag and I just freaked out. I am so tired.