Donated Blood Today
I had my psych evaluation at the clinic today, and I have to go back first thing in the morning tomorrow so I can see a psych and get my meds. While I was there, the blood donation van was outside, so I stopped in and dropped off a pint. I like to donate blood as much as I can, and I haven't been lately. I'm O+, the universal donor, so they like my blood. My evaluation was okay, just went out and covered a couple basics- why was I in the hospital last month, what do I do to cope, stuff like that. Tomorrow I get a refill of my meds before I go see my mom.
I leave on Wednesday. I am going to try my best to keep up with reading journals and doing my own while I am gone. I come back Tuesday May 3rd. We are going to be going to Savannah, GA for the weekend while I am there, and celebrate my mom's birthday (it was last Friday). I should be able to see my old "cousins" Chele and Nikki. I'm looking forward to seeing them. We grew up together- our moms were best friends and lived next door for a while. I haven't seen them in over 15 years, so I'm looking forward to it.
Food: Today I had 2 cups of coffee and a peanut butter sandwich for breakfast, a bag of animal crackers for a snack, some ramen with only a bit of the seasoning packet, veggies and sour cream (sounds gross, but it was really good), and regular dinner. I drank the 2 cups of coffee, a Mt. Dew, 50 ounces of water and 16 ounces of Gatorade. Now I'm not so sure about how much water I drank... hmm... I don't know.
Sleep- last night couldn't fall asleep till about 1am and slept until noon. I had some weird dreams about the cult I used to be in. It's that time of year. I keep feeling like I need to go back almost every year around this time. Brainwashing is something that's really hard to overcome. The dreams are not nice, but I still wake up wanting to go back (sometimes it's the girls treating me badly, or just awful things happening in the house we used to live in, stuff like that). I almost want to take Klonopin just so I don't get the crazy dreams from the Risperdal. I'm trying not to, though. I took 300mg of Trazadone and hopefully I can fall asleep soon and wake up and go to my doctor!
I leave on Wednesday. I am going to try my best to keep up with reading journals and doing my own while I am gone. I come back Tuesday May 3rd. We are going to be going to Savannah, GA for the weekend while I am there, and celebrate my mom's birthday (it was last Friday). I should be able to see my old "cousins" Chele and Nikki. I'm looking forward to seeing them. We grew up together- our moms were best friends and lived next door for a while. I haven't seen them in over 15 years, so I'm looking forward to it.
Food: Today I had 2 cups of coffee and a peanut butter sandwich for breakfast, a bag of animal crackers for a snack, some ramen with only a bit of the seasoning packet, veggies and sour cream (sounds gross, but it was really good), and regular dinner. I drank the 2 cups of coffee, a Mt. Dew, 50 ounces of water and 16 ounces of Gatorade. Now I'm not so sure about how much water I drank... hmm... I don't know.
Sleep- last night couldn't fall asleep till about 1am and slept until noon. I had some weird dreams about the cult I used to be in. It's that time of year. I keep feeling like I need to go back almost every year around this time. Brainwashing is something that's really hard to overcome. The dreams are not nice, but I still wake up wanting to go back (sometimes it's the girls treating me badly, or just awful things happening in the house we used to live in, stuff like that). I almost want to take Klonopin just so I don't get the crazy dreams from the Risperdal. I'm trying not to, though. I took 300mg of Trazadone and hopefully I can fall asleep soon and wake up and go to my doctor!
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