Don\'t want to go back!
I dont really know what to write, other than, i am falling into old habits, more in my thinking than my actions right now, but fighting is getting harder ad harder and i am so scared that soon i will slip further into old habits. i feel so awful, i dont want to go back, im scared, i keep fighting, i just dont know how to win and how much longer i can fight going back. I dont know if anyone will read this, but if you do and have anything to say i would love to hear from you.
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I feel the same way at times. Just keep talking to people and letting them know what is going on with you. I know that fighting can get harder and harder, but the more you say what is on your mind and tell ED\'s secrets, the smaller he gets. I don\'t know what else to say, but I am here for you if you need to talk.
One day at a time. The more your fight it, the stronger YOU become.
one day at a time, it\'s a lifelong battle...it may not be what you want to hear but we\'re living it!!!!!! I am so sick of this but what are the choices? give up and have no life at all or try to keep getting better little by little and hope for a full recovery. You have to keep changing, growing, experiencing to see lasting results otherwise we\'ll look back and say...shit that was life? what did I ever do? what did I ever accomplish? hugs and I totally understand.
cold all of the time, thinning hair, osteoporosis, enamel erosion on ur teeth, kidney failure, sleeplessness, no concentration, moodiness, no energy, isolation, ostracization, gray complexion, swollen legs and stomach, not ever being able to have children, avoiding going out due to food, brittle nails, bruising easily, feeling serious pain on amusement park rides or even while just sitting due to no body fat, low immune functioning, heart attack, stroke, death........yep all of these things are just waiting for ur return! think about it