Don't want to do this anymore

I'm so tired of my mood swings. I'm so tired of feeling happy like a normal person than boom! I hate myself, I hate my life, and I feel so hopeless and worthless that I just want to die. I can't stand being so emotionally unstable. It's so exhausting. 

I'm tired of being rejected by everyone besides family. I'm always rejected .I don't know why .I try my hardest to be kind and good to everyone but no one likes me. Idk guess I'm just a bad worthless person. 

I just want to die so badly. I have nothing else to give. I wish suicide wasn't a sin .