Don\'t wanna see my hematologist tomorrow

I have been dreading this appointment...There's a reason I put it off until a month after my PE!!!(I did see my primary care doc and go to the coumadin clinic only a couple days after getting out of the hospital...)  I really did not like her attitude the last time I saw her.She was so rude.And mean about the way she took me off coumadin.It's not the fact that she took me off.  It was her arrogant fancy-pants doctor attitude about it. I hope it goes OK.If there is no apology for the second PE, I'll have to switch docs.It will only be a detriment to my health to delay appointments.If I dread appointments and don't feel comfy talking to her, I won't get the care I need. I need to make a list of questions to ask her.- if i was ever tested for Antiphospholipid syndrome - if i need a scan of my legs...where the heck did the clot come from?- if i need a cancer screening (yikes!)- getting a home INR testing device (e.g., coagucchek) I am sure there are more that I will think of, but it helps to type some up before I go to sleep. p.s., my neighbor gave me home-grown turnip greens!  yum!  too bad i can't go crazy with them!