Don't limit yourself!
Well, I finally did it... I'm going to see the 1st building tomorrow. So far, it sounds like it will be perfect. Good roof, at least 3 large offices, a large area for play and 3 "bays" where I can park the camper and make the kennel rooms. Not only that, but the kennel rooms would be facing the street, not the residential area, which means no noise problem. AND they're asking the same as the others - for double the space. If this works out, it means ROOM TO GROW! It does seem to need lots of work and updates though to be ready....
And I'm so FREAKING SCARED, lol. Fear of failure slapped me in the face today. I KNOW it's the grief. It feels the same as it did when my grandfather died. That grief lingered a year. And so, I'm pushing myself through it. Using that depression-like state to come across as calm. Worst part about the whole thing is that I feel like I'm giving up a little bit and have to fight through it. I keep telling myself that I CAN'T LIMIT MYSELF so that I'm open to see how far I can go with this.
The appointment is for 7:30 tomorrow morning... here we go.... LATER!
And I'm so FREAKING SCARED, lol. Fear of failure slapped me in the face today. I KNOW it's the grief. It feels the same as it did when my grandfather died. That grief lingered a year. And so, I'm pushing myself through it. Using that depression-like state to come across as calm. Worst part about the whole thing is that I feel like I'm giving up a little bit and have to fight through it. I keep telling myself that I CAN'T LIMIT MYSELF so that I'm open to see how far I can go with this.
The appointment is for 7:30 tomorrow morning... here we go.... LATER!
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I think it is quite normal to feel fear as we take control of our lives. I know for me a bit of a prayer to my HP for knowledge of his will in my life works wonders. In this case something like \'\'if this is what you want me to be doing, please put calmness in my heart and help the details fall into place.\'\'
We never go wrong when we follow our passion. It seldom unfolds in the magnificent smooth manner we envisioned, but it does unfold, the journey is amazing and one day we say \'\'thank you for the courage and the opportunity.\'\'
Good luck.
I think Karen said it best. For me and this farm it\'s in the trying and not the finish.
You can do this. Never loose faith that you do know what you are doing. I\'m so happy for you that this is starting to come together.