Don't know what to do....

I have been trying to stay positive.  The doctors report got me down and I started to come back up  and try to think positive.   Got another cut off notice in the mail today for our Natural Gas.  No were are going to lose electric and gas next week.  I am so fed up.  I just cant seem to get a head.  I cant even order my next 4 shots.  I cant take much more.  I feel like I'm going insane and spiraling downward very quickly. Please, God, Help! I need you right now.