Don't Know What To Do

       Moving...what does that mean to you? I was suprised to be told that we are moving. The worst part of it all is that I was the last one to be told. My life has gone upside down. When will it end, and everyone that I love and care about are here. I try making be parents happy but for some reason that is impossible. This might sound stupid but it has been six months since I last self-harmed. I am so proud of myself. Little things go a long way one step at a time. Then a again to get something you have to go forward and be willing to fall back. Even, if it hurts you you just have to remember that it will help you in the long run. All I do now is cry myself to sleep, because I just can't find my way out of the empty hole. Please some help me in the endless spirl that I'm going down.