Don't know

I don't know why I'm writing. I just felt like writing. Recently I went through a break up and I spent so much time trying to find someone. I finally got to where I could let it go again. I let go of trying to find someone and hoping that it will come on it's own again. I've become my normal strong self again. I still have my dating sites but I check them sparingly.... I deleted my craigslist ad and I feel that I am okay. With a visit to the ER I have learned that another ex I was talking to probably won't be getting back together with me. The fact she hardly cared told me alot.... and same for my last ex. Communication goes both ways.. Why do I always have to be the one to text first? That sounds childish.. but when you only give me one word answers and won't call me and when I ask to call you you are always busy... I feel that something is up. Either way... today is a good day. Stay Strong =) Live Long =)