Domestic voilence

My 23yo son was at it again. He insults me, spat on me, calling me "dog" and more. He came into my room raging, spat and trashed my room. He threatened to break my things, laptop and other properties.


He went on from 12 to 4, not letting me rest. He threatened me with knife in hand and violates my privacy everyday.


I told him I'll ring the police and sought for an AVO, and he raged more. This on top of my depression, is not good for me. He often tells me to kill myself... 


I know no one cares one little bit cause I guess I brought it onto myself for bringing him into this world. I so regret it!


And I know no one will comment or say some comforting words on here, because no one really could give a shxx. But these journals are good for me and I will keep journaling for my own sake...


Happy new year... hope this coming year will be better for all


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Beryl367
Beryl367

Hi, I know it's been a long time since you posted this but I just saw it today. So, people do care. I care and there are other caring people on here. If you are still checking, I'm sorry you're dealing with this. The fact that you gave birth to him does not allow him to treat you badly. I suggest the next time he threatens you that you call the police instead of threatening to, get another AVO (that's a order of protection wherever you are, right?), and have him removed. Don't let him come back.

I hope you're able to work things out.

Peace and blessings.