doing ok so far...

 Well it's been a month and a half since i came home from university and told my mum and dad about my ED. I seriously think it was the best thing i could have done. The few days before i decided to tell them i was literally about to jump in front of a car on the road, i never want to be feeling that lost ever again. Although its been really hard to not give in to my bulimia, i feel the urge to do it at all times, the feeling i get when i end a day without giving in keeps me strong and wanting to continue to recover. My parents were really supportive when i first told them and completely agreed with me coming home from uni to recover. After the first few weeks though i feel as though they think thats me all better now, either that or they've forgotten. I dont want to keep bringing it up as i felt ashamed enough admitting it to them in the first place, and i dont want to constantly remind them what a mess i am. oh well, i guess ill just have to keep going and try to remember what im doing this for...