doing ok

I need humans. I get caught up in my own shit that I forget to admire the beauty of another person/people. So, I am going back to my support group, celebrate recovery. it is the best christian support group i know of, and i am in need of working the program. So, I quit my job because it reminded me too much of my grandma. I don't think God wants me to wallow in the sorrow of my grandmas death or whatever. I just think I tried it and it didnt work for me..some things dont happen for a specific reason. also today is my friend Keen's death anniversary. So kisses to him to heaven because he sure partied here on Earth. how much more is he up there? I am going to vist my grandparents grave. and maybe light a chinese lantern for Keen. Its been 8 years. wow. but anyway life here i good. gotta stay busy, and find things to do. id like to try new things to do.