Doing Ok

Its been rough lately. Of course, life isn't handed to you on a silver platter. We all go through difficulties.

Coming to the age where reality starts to set in makes me feel like Im not ready to take on whats ahead of me in life. I do feel scared. Its a big world out there and many things does happen. Its all about having life experiences but I feel like I don't really want that right now. I may be a woman on the outside, but in the inside is still a scared little girl clinging on to her mother.

I constantly think of how will I get through this if I keep holding on to not being ready. It frustrates me alot. I know Im not a little girl anymore however, feeling like the biggest baby on earth!

But I am going to have to face it, to come out of my comfort zone and actually LIVE than to keep circling around my little world.

I need all the guidance I can find. Im still terrified but I have to do this.