Doing Okay

Doing okay today.  My doc didn't call with the results of the 2nd blood test, but I know what he will say.  I just hope that my hCG level is going down, rather than staying the same.  I don't want to have to worry about an ectopic pregnancy.  He said it looked like the pregnancy was in the uterus, but wasn't 100% sure.  My doctor is so nice and gentle, but I wish he would just tell me what I already know!  
I am staying positive that I got pregnant in the first place and this loss doesn't raise any alarm on my fertility, just an incomplete bean.  It seriously looked like nothing every developed.  I started to get worried after 8 months and nothing as I am about to turn 31 and have endometriosis to worry about.  My uterus and ovaries are a battlefield!  Plus, sex was starting to get down right painful after being off b/c for that long. Doesn't make baby making very fun :(
After going through my loss with Mason (40 week still birth) this feels like a drop in the bucket.  I am just disappointed and really hope it doesn't take me another 8 months to get pregnant.  I have been ready to hold a baby in my arms since December 2010!  When will be MY TIME?!?  Since that time, I have had two nephews born (5 nephews total).  I love them, but it just isn't enough!  Pray that this m/c continues with no pain and naturally and that I bounce back quickly and get knocked up even quicker :) Thanks everyone for listening and praying!