Doing Okay

Considering what I have eaten this month. I have to say that staying at 217 is quite a miracle. Not to mention all the Banana Bread I have consumed just today, LOL! I know you shouldn't wait till the New Year to work hard, but Once 2012 get here. Everything for me is going to change. I am going to try harder to grow up and suck up all this self pity and self loathing. Going to try and be happy. Going to try and push myself so that I can lose this weight. Finding that my depression is causing me to have no energy which equals zero motivation. Going to get a job, My license(which I am so scared about),  and start school. I want 2012 to be the best year ever for me :)
I hope everyone has a great New Year!