Doing "normal things"
Today is the really the first day of doing normal things since stephen's passing on the 11th of Jan., I'm changing sheets, washing, cleaning, etc. It feels normal as he wasn't around when I was doing these things, however he was who I was doing these things for. I loved having everything "perfect" for him when he came home from work, dinner ready, etc. Now I don't know why to do all these everyday things. I always feel so sad. We took joy in everything as a couple, I know it will take time but I want to feel joy again.