Doing Better This Week

I'm been doing better the past couple days, but before that I was a mess. I had already been feeling really sad for weeks and then he texts me and tells me that our daughter went crying to him and said "I miss my mom and dad." I'm not exactly sure what she meant by this since she's only 6, but it really made him emotional. So he felt like he should tell me...then I got emotional. He also apologized again and said he wishes he would have given our marriage a better chance. I think I cried for over an hour that night until I finally fell asleep. I think I just needed to cry though because since then I have not cried again. I feel stronger now, even though that sounds kind of strange. I really feel that if we are meant to be together, it will happen when the time is right. Right now I cannot let him in. I still do not trust him. I would like to see him work on his issues before I can even consider reconciliation. Either way, I believe I will find happiness again...whether it be along, with someone else, or even a new him.