Doing Awesome!

So.. there is a reason I have not been on here for a while. I am doing extremely well right now. I am spending my summer out west living with my brother and a bunch of buddies.. working at a mechanical company where I am practically running the office cuz they love me so much there. I am dating the most amazing guy I have ever met and I couldn't be happier. I've never felt the way I do about anyone before and it's unbelievable. We have been together for 2 months now and we see each other every day cuz he is one of my roommates. I can't find a damn thing I don't like about him.. he is just perfect for me. We're both falling hard and fast, and it's a little scary but sooo awesome! He even bought me flowers the other day cuz a friend of mine told him no one had ever bought me flowers... now, I'm not the flowers n candy kinda girl but it just melted me that he would do that cuz he isn't that type either. He treats me just the way I want to be treated - like an equal but special at the same time. It's great!For the first time in my life I am with a guy whose eyes I can look into for more than a couple seconds. It's crazy... nothing feels better or more right than laying with him looking him in the eyes and talking.. it sounds so lame.. but it's true....I never knew before that those totally lame love songs that are like "when you kiss me my heart skips a beat" were for real... apparently that really happens... at least it does for me now. UNBELIEVABLE!! I don't know if it is love or what it is... but it is most definately something that is totally new to me. I have never really dated much.... never made it to a month with any guy I was seeing in the past.... this has been over 2 months and keeps getting better every day. I know that seems like a short time to fall for someone.. but goddamn it feels so right... it's just one of those things that I knew was right from the start. I met him last summer when I was here and had a huge crush on him and he liked me too.. but by the time I got enough balls to tell the shy bastard I liked him it was too late and the summer was almost over.... as soon as I saw him again when I got back this summer I just knew we were going to be together and there is nothing I could be happier about. He's everything I have been looking for and waiting for. He's smart, funny, caring, considerate, egalitarian, cute... he treats me just right.. we have different taste in our favourite music but like what each other listen to so it's relaly cool cuz we've been introducing each other to a lot of new music.. he likes to just hang out with buddies and have fun rather than go clubbing which is awesome cuz I'm the same way.... we're just a really really good match. I guess that's what I have been getting at with all this rambling on about him..... :)