doing a little better

well i been in pain for a while, well the pain comes and goes. i did get through the date i went on tuesday. well i got home and had to lay with some ice on my neck but thats ok. i had fun, before him it has been a long time since i been on a real date. it was nice for a change. to be able to meet somebody new. my grandpa and some of neighbors from his cabin was trying to fix me up with this guy. my sister wanted to go down and meet hime a while back. he makes me for get about the bad times i had with men. he said i have nothing to worry about with him. he is retired already from the air force from medical issues. he is deaf out of one ear but i don't mind, he wants me to come out of my shell more. but he understands why i am so quiet.