does it help ?
you see wat happened was i was subjected to the violence an sex things, the rapes turned up, the pain and suffering and a few other things including the money. it was simple id een sapped in the face with cild rapes and molestation and also concealment. all i did was go "where is she ?" and reported it, within seconds i was subjected to lies abuse and violence. it was simple conscience it was a problem i ha in front of me. i couldnt wor out why a group of people who were suppose to care abanonned people as a rape occured. my unerstanding was find the girl and any others and find who did it. then get them to justice.
instead i found deceit lies and other things. if you found that and you were there with it in front of you would you do the same ? i ha pain myself then others turned up, then i had others slapped in my face. it got like hell. its something people ont always understand going it dosent matter, theres nothing wrong with it, and then it was all me.
why is that, why osent it matter and why are or were they so intereste in stopping me, i was only trying to find a raped child. why wasnt that ok ? why are they so intereste in concealing it anyway or hassling me came to mind. if we were looing for a missing child we just would do it and it was like that. so i ont see why they were so concerned to hassle me. isnt that concealment ?
does it help a sex crimes victim ? well obviously were not rape crises teams, but its just we do know what it was like an what our friends were like too. also i knew the inefficiency and total ddisreard some showed. i always thought that if you were with a groupof people and one went missing you just go and look and you dont stop till you find them, its simple ecency in a serious situation and where crimes were commited, and its not a question of stopping me what didnt they want found (again)
all abused people tend to talk at times so whats wrong with that ?
my instinct went hang on a minute and just refused why am i wrong ?
they forget a large part of our lives were spent with sex stuff and rapes etc, its what i aso complained of the way that you could never get a paedo back out of anyones life or their deeds. there was also the way they never said well look its a rape victim they just trie to change the subject an started on them like if they wanted it all ignored an i objecte to violence to make me. i mean supposing i wanted to go to court with a friend arent i allowed to ? it hasnt happened yet but if i did ?
the effects are devastating an that ill feeling unbearable. is that dim view - it might be but its what happened. they forget i was in hospital with now adult child rapes they were partying in their lives i had that instead i also had the injuries, it felt like my life stopped it ened miles away nothing was ever the same. why ? it was the culmination of sex assaults. so i wasnt happy either with it all. so i ende up talking to my friends again albeit new long distance ones.
thats all and what happened and how this happened. believe it or not i seem to have made enemies too as a point is it too much to care ? i mean if something happens is it too much to worry about it. isnt that a more fundamental problem of people who just dont want to do anything about anything ?
why arent we allowed just to have a cause even ? isnt that inhuman ?
like i said i was just talking to friends again, but i found a lack of concern in some to a sick level, with no concern for anything almost so rapes just go by the way side or any sex crimes. i hope one day they dont meet the pain they caused or the suffering they made worse. i thinnk it does matter and im not asking a social worker. ok it may not help except in moral support or info or data at times, but its only talking to friends so what are they scared of at times ?
my instinct was grab the other child an run and just get the hell away from it all, and just get us both to safety, its somethin people may not now who havent been there but it felt like that, just grab them an run just get us all away from wherever it was and to safety was i responsible ? not really but in a moral sense i just wasnt inclined to not help or look for them, i mean its not exactly human not to, at least to me anyway. i would have thought if you were lost an hurt theyd probably like the idea if we ever did find any, being abandoned in that wasnt a nice thing to think of. id be pleased if someone looked for me a got me out, so that time i just did the same or tried to. is that wrong ?
asie from that i had my creibility to think of they didnt think i wasnt going to turn up and have something to say did they ?
instead i found deceit lies and other things. if you found that and you were there with it in front of you would you do the same ? i ha pain myself then others turned up, then i had others slapped in my face. it got like hell. its something people ont always understand going it dosent matter, theres nothing wrong with it, and then it was all me.
why is that, why osent it matter and why are or were they so intereste in stopping me, i was only trying to find a raped child. why wasnt that ok ? why are they so intereste in concealing it anyway or hassling me came to mind. if we were looing for a missing child we just would do it and it was like that. so i ont see why they were so concerned to hassle me. isnt that concealment ?
does it help a sex crimes victim ? well obviously were not rape crises teams, but its just we do know what it was like an what our friends were like too. also i knew the inefficiency and total ddisreard some showed. i always thought that if you were with a groupof people and one went missing you just go and look and you dont stop till you find them, its simple ecency in a serious situation and where crimes were commited, and its not a question of stopping me what didnt they want found (again)
all abused people tend to talk at times so whats wrong with that ?
my instinct went hang on a minute and just refused why am i wrong ?
they forget a large part of our lives were spent with sex stuff and rapes etc, its what i aso complained of the way that you could never get a paedo back out of anyones life or their deeds. there was also the way they never said well look its a rape victim they just trie to change the subject an started on them like if they wanted it all ignored an i objecte to violence to make me. i mean supposing i wanted to go to court with a friend arent i allowed to ? it hasnt happened yet but if i did ?
the effects are devastating an that ill feeling unbearable. is that dim view - it might be but its what happened. they forget i was in hospital with now adult child rapes they were partying in their lives i had that instead i also had the injuries, it felt like my life stopped it ened miles away nothing was ever the same. why ? it was the culmination of sex assaults. so i wasnt happy either with it all. so i ende up talking to my friends again albeit new long distance ones.
thats all and what happened and how this happened. believe it or not i seem to have made enemies too as a point is it too much to care ? i mean if something happens is it too much to worry about it. isnt that a more fundamental problem of people who just dont want to do anything about anything ?
why arent we allowed just to have a cause even ? isnt that inhuman ?
like i said i was just talking to friends again, but i found a lack of concern in some to a sick level, with no concern for anything almost so rapes just go by the way side or any sex crimes. i hope one day they dont meet the pain they caused or the suffering they made worse. i thinnk it does matter and im not asking a social worker. ok it may not help except in moral support or info or data at times, but its only talking to friends so what are they scared of at times ?
my instinct was grab the other child an run and just get the hell away from it all, and just get us both to safety, its somethin people may not now who havent been there but it felt like that, just grab them an run just get us all away from wherever it was and to safety was i responsible ? not really but in a moral sense i just wasnt inclined to not help or look for them, i mean its not exactly human not to, at least to me anyway. i would have thought if you were lost an hurt theyd probably like the idea if we ever did find any, being abandoned in that wasnt a nice thing to think of. id be pleased if someone looked for me a got me out, so that time i just did the same or tried to. is that wrong ?
asie from that i had my creibility to think of they didnt think i wasnt going to turn up and have something to say did they ?
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