Does it ever end?!?

I tell you what my life is deffinantly not boring anymore. I noticed Friday that the heating pad burns are really bad, they were begining to leave sores on my skin and a couple spots were so bad that they were almost bleeding. I guess due to the constant use I did not realize they were like that, I did notice when I kept the heat off of it my skin was on fire and is very tender. So now I am trying very hard to not use it, and that is very difficult cause it helps give me some relief from the pain. So now I have to stay in such a drugged up state I honestly do not remember this weekend. I bought some cold packs but the cold does nothing compared to the heat, so unless I am drugged up I am in agony. I luckily had bladder spasm pills and muscle relaxers so that has helped, along with my pain killers. I just wish for one day pain free, and not being totaly drugged up in order to be pain free. Wishful thinking, huh!