Doctors Apt 1/12/2012

Well i went to the doctors Thursday, which was good well better then good my CD4 count went from 955 to 1008 so my doctors say my cells are fighting the HIV very well which is awesome.. Other then thats its been kind of hard dealing with the after math of 2011 with my uncle dying and getting told i was positive and then my dog dying on Christmas day. Its been really hard but I am trying to come threw this and look for the future but it is hard to so.
Im single and i feel like im doing this all alone and that i will be doing it all by myself till the day i do go which is terrible to me cause i wanted to have kids and get married and things but i guess if it doesnt happen then it doesnt. Just something else ill have to live with.