doctors and attitude

Well we often wished our doctors would listen to us instead of their darn education system. Yes we are going for their help, but yet they have not learned in med school that not everyone fits in the box. If we could only get more of them to see this picture life would be a little bit easier to handle. I have complained about speech, eye sight, tremor and it was blamed on b12, and then mental health and then neuropysch decline, oh yeah lets not forget about hitting my head on the ground. However, I had to have a grandmal seizure and it finally got my doctors attention after three days in the hospital while on vacation no less and then while on vacation they found seven new brain lesions and then it was rush me here and their. I went to cleveland clinic and they found out that my brain lesions are actual miini strokes and they are caused by a heart condition not a blood clotting problem. Now the dame insurance company does not want to pay for repair of the hole, because a lot of people have it and never know and die with it. Well then their are others like me that have it and have strokes because of it.  I could stay on medicine but their is no guarntee that I would not have more mini strokes or not have a big boomer.  Well I say it should be my say and not theirs. So if they wont pay then I will be looking for a clinical trial study. I have lost memory vision speech and am mad as hell at the medical system, but glad to be alive with what Id do still have left. Well I guess I am done venting I just needed to do this for a while now.