doctor today

my pdoc visit today went bad. he kept asking me if i heard voices. i told him no. then not 5 mins. later he says are you going to tell me if you hear voices or not. do you see shadows or shapes that no one else sees? i'm like no. this went on for about 30 mins. i kept telling him that i was depressed and needed my meds adjusted. he finally kept me on what i'm currently taking and then put me on   TRILEPTAL  HAS ANYONE HEARD OF THIS drug? he says to take it at night and its supposed to stablize my mood swings and get the thoughts to stop going around in my mind so i can sleep. the n i couldn't find my medicare ins. card and he charged me $100 to see him today. they told me it would be $30.23. i had to write a bad check just to be able to see him. anyway like i said today totally sucked. i feel like hell. and i just want to relieve all this stress..... and no i still have not quit smoking.