Doc Appt Tomorrow 1/6/2014

So tomorrow in -40 degree wind chills I'll be up at 6am for my pain doc appointment. I pray God is with me and allows this doctor to give me some relief.
I've had 2 days of mild pain. Once again I don't want to get my hopes up as there are only so many times you can be disappointed.
I just want tomorrow to be over. I'm not tired and I know I won't sleep tonight. The stupid wind keeps gusting I hope the electric stays on.
I just pray that I don't slip back into the darkness...