Do you ever feel like you're being punished?

I had terrible acid reflux rebound after stopping the prilosec. The natural stuff didn't work so well. I broke down and took a 20mg prilosec pill today and the vertigo and headaches came right back.  I got a new prescription from my doctor for 10mg prilosec to help wean me off this horrible stuff. I read the acid rebound effect can last 1 to 3 months. I can't imagine what I did in a past life to deserve this...