do you ever feel?

Do you ever feel like you just get in the way sometimes and its all your fault?Lots of times I feel like that ,a lot of people say that im still a kid becuses I sometimes like childish things but i dount know I just like playing around and haveing fun and doing sillythings eventhouge every one else thinks its dumb.it dose make me feelailnated sometimes I wish I had more friends.I think part of the resone its like this cus im really high functing and alot of kids with as are not so I can't relate to them but other normale people are so boring that its hard for me to relate to them.Has anyone else had this problem?