DO not want to face today
Today is the COURT DAY! This weekend was not good. Things have been amicable up until Friday. I am pretty much on call 24/7 with my work and have been for years. Sleep with the phone within arms reach. On Friday at Midnight the Wife started calling me on the phone from the kitchen to come explain things to her about the divorce papers that she and her lawyer have had for over a month. A Call every Hour all night to get up and walk into the kitchen to explain something. I know she was as stressed as I have been and it was her way of dealing with it all. I have spent the past week on an emotional roller costar. Breaking out in tears over countless triggers.
The wife did not come home last night, stayed with a girlfriend. The she said she will just meet me at the Court House. I thought we could drive together kind of like we did to our wedding ( I still had HOPE). Well I have to go home and change and get back into town. Please send prayers of strength to get me through this day. Man Do I need a hug and a shoulder!
The wife did not come home last night, stayed with a girlfriend. The she said she will just meet me at the Court House. I thought we could drive together kind of like we did to our wedding ( I still had HOPE). Well I have to go home and change and get back into town. Please send prayers of strength to get me through this day. Man Do I need a hug and a shoulder!
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Good luck today, I will keep you in my thoughts .
((hugss))
I am sorry that you allowed her to disturb your sleep, my friend. There is no excuse for her immature behavior and I hope that this is all resolved quickly and distinctly.
Holding you in my thoughts and prayers.
Sending loads of hugs. I hope today went well for you.
No doubt you were completely exhausted today physically as well as emotionally. During this very difficult time please make sure you take very good care of yourself. Get the sleep you need, eat regularly, see your supportive friends/family members. You DO need that physical hug too. Don\'t be shy to ask for one every day from your safe supports.
I pray you received the strength you needed today.
You will be in my prayers when you come to mind.
I Just want to tell all my friends here: THANK YOU. I fixed supper for me and the daughter last night (so I ate well, overate to be truthful). I slept all night through (But did not feel rested when I woke) and forced my self to get up and walk on the treadmill till I had a sweat going. Took a shower fed the animals and broke down again feeding the wife\'s old cat. ONE-STEP at a time. There is a reason. And I for once am thankful that there is an overload of taskings to be done at work.