Do I really ask for to much?

After being single for over a year! Finally decided to date someone new, at first he was awesome even introduced me to his parents and whole family almost right away after 3-4 weeks he would just disappear for hours on the weekends i mentioned to him that i didn't liked that to not do it again after that it kept happening almost every weekend but never made a big deal out of it anymore. He would have cookouts with friends or family to which i wasn't invited anymore and kept giving me the "fantasy football" to completely ignore my FaceTime calls or even text me. Went to a concert this past weekend and after a few drinks i asked him to go to the bathroom with me and he said to "stop being so annoying" he was enjoying the show with his brother and friend, and other people we had just met at the concert. Left to the bathroom and when i got back he wasn't there, or brother or friend. I started freaking out, kept calling him, and after a while he called me telling me he wanted to talk and what not. I spent the night at my friends, went to his house to pick up my stuff, gym bag and such. WHICH HE LEFT NEXT TO THE TRASHCAN And texted me "LOL whatever bipolar attitude af" I feel relieved in a way Bc i feel i was the only one trying to show him i loved him, sending him food to work, taking him food to his house, going to see him all the time. (Almost a 2 hour drive) Ugh i always feel like I'm not doing enough, i always do this same shit and at the end of the day IM CRAZY, TOO EMOTIONAL, OR IM OVERREACTING why is it so hard to just be happy...