Do I?? Don't I??

Well, I'm to a point where I'm debating whether do something I haven't done since high school and swore would never do again.  My eyelashes are gone except for a few on each eye.  This is the worst I've been in YEARS!!!!!  I am trying to decide whether to start wearing false eyelashes again even though I told myself I would never go that route again.  My eyebrows I can sort of deal with drawing on, but I've always had eyelashes to work with even if they had some gaps or weren't real thick.  Now I have nothing and am having a hard time dealing with it.  My husband has never seen me wear false eyelashes, but I'm embarassed to go around my house without makeup on right now.  Even my makeup doesn't look the same.  I want so badly by April to have my eyebrows and eyelashes back for when I have my baby.  The last thing I want to think about is worrying about pictures being taken and needing to put on makeup.  I actually went a few days PF recently, but unfortunately it didn't last.  Just really bummed and mad at myself :(