Divorce papers

Last tuesday I went to the court where I filed the divorce papers to investigate what was the status of my divorce, it had been more than 8 months.  To my surprise my divorce was final Oct 20, so there it is.  I am divorce.  I felt a little misguided anger.  I end up with nothing, not financially anyways.   And then I felt relief.   I am free.  And that feels really good!