Disturbing dreams
Its been a long while since I been on here...or even more wrote a journal... I have a question.. has anyone had any weird dreams about their babys??
last night Idreamed a manager in the department I use to work in came over to fix my internet TV... well after he left and john came home we noticed in the room was a car seat. in the car seat journee was there laughing and sucking on her fingers.... john picked her up and said it is her she is real.. she is alive,,,i began crying hysterically with disbelief.. he handed her over to me.. she laughed and was there and yes she was alive.... I then handed her back to john and continued to cry... he played with her and she fell asleep... we both sat there and watched her as she slept with the fear that she wasn't waking up... and she finally woke up and cried for a bottle... we both sat there no understanding what was happening trying to figure out how she got here... so finally I said this cant possibly be real... and he suggested I go and ask someone if the see her also... I went outside and seen another co worker of mine and said hey can you come here and tell me what you see .... john went to grab journee and brought her to him...he looked at journee and said that's a dead baby... and we said no she isn't and looked at her ... she was smiling and cooing... we suggested he looked again.. and he said that you guys are sick im calling the police.. you guys need help... the police arrived and we stated it is impossible she is real she is laughing at you guys why don't you see it... they then took us to her grave and said someone must have dug her up...they opened her casket and indeed her corpse was gone.. we then looked at journee again and she was a corpse...
last night Idreamed a manager in the department I use to work in came over to fix my internet TV... well after he left and john came home we noticed in the room was a car seat. in the car seat journee was there laughing and sucking on her fingers.... john picked her up and said it is her she is real.. she is alive,,,i began crying hysterically with disbelief.. he handed her over to me.. she laughed and was there and yes she was alive.... I then handed her back to john and continued to cry... he played with her and she fell asleep... we both sat there and watched her as she slept with the fear that she wasn't waking up... and she finally woke up and cried for a bottle... we both sat there no understanding what was happening trying to figure out how she got here... so finally I said this cant possibly be real... and he suggested I go and ask someone if the see her also... I went outside and seen another co worker of mine and said hey can you come here and tell me what you see .... john went to grab journee and brought her to him...he looked at journee and said that's a dead baby... and we said no she isn't and looked at her ... she was smiling and cooing... we suggested he looked again.. and he said that you guys are sick im calling the police.. you guys need help... the police arrived and we stated it is impossible she is real she is laughing at you guys why don't you see it... they then took us to her grave and said someone must have dug her up...they opened her casket and indeed her corpse was gone.. we then looked at journee again and she was a corpse...
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I had a strange dream about Alex long before I had my daughter. I dreamed I was giving birth to a new baby and the OBGYN looked at my file and said this isn\'t right. Let\'s try this. Brought out alexs body and gave him a shot of something that brought him back. The dr put him and the new baby on my chest and said I don\'t know if this will last. It\'s experimental. Then I looked at the two babies on my chest and cried. That\'s when I woke searching for my son, but knowing in my heart he wasn\'t going to be there... I think all of us that have lost have probably at one time or another had a dream about our lost angels. That\'s the only one I\'ve had that he came back to me. I\'ve had others but not like that one.
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I have had 3 dreams. In the first dream, I was driving and Lucas was jumping around the back seat with no carseat. In the second one, the hospital called and said that the baby brought in not breathing was not Lucas, that a mistake had been made. I woke up out of that one and wanted to go looking for him. Then just a couple of months ago, I fell asleep on the couch. I could have sworn I saw his big blue eyes right in front of my face, then I was awoken by what felt like a thump on my nose. That one gave me chills. How we miss our sweet angels.
I\'ve had ones where he was still alive but only one where he was brought back. Now that I\'ve thought about it I had one where Alex was older probably around 4. I\'ve had dreams about before he was gone. But only that one that really sticks out that I posted earlier because it made me think maybe something was different and Alex should still be here. Do you know what I mean?
Yeah... i completely understand that.... i have had a few that she was still here and didnt end so tragic.. i only had one where she was a little dolder.. crawling trying to walk.. but nothing older than that.. I use to cant wait till i dreamed about here.. didn want to wake up from them because then i was able to enjoy her..
I wish I had more dreams about Elijah. I have had a few which made no sense to me but a lot of mothers have said they believe it is our angels coming to visit us while we sleep. I know the feeling of waking up from one of those type of dreams and feeling like Elijah should still be here. Like he wasnt meant to be taken. Maybe I read too much into my dreams but I sometimes feel they are trying to tell me someting. After the birth of my rainbow Zion, he was still in the hospital in the NICU.. I had a awful dream that they took him and disected him to help save other babies. I woke up in just utter terror. Other dreams I have had where I was just playing with Elijah and everything was normal and okay. I knew in my dream that he was supposed to be gone and I was so happy to hold and see him again. Those sreams I love but wish they lasted longer. I dont get many though. Wish I had more good ones then bad and I think its a cool idea that our babies might be coming to us in our dreams. One thing I never understood was Elijah has always been 4 months old in my dreams when I do have them. Even if he should be a year old at the time he is always just as he was before he passed. I find that interesting too.