Dissociating

I have been dissociating since the DoDs came by about an hour ago. I stayed within the safety of my own business while they were here. They left shortly after J's brother and his wife arrived. I tried to come back, but it did not go well. I feel so dwarfed by all the education, expertise, etc. My brain is frozen and my body won't rest. I can't seem to convince myself that I belong here.

The wilderness calls.

Just breathe. . .