DISGUSTED

You know I have been looking for help for my daughter for years and so at the advice of NICHY I go online and join other suport groups  to get input and advice.   Only to Have SOME MORON decide it was time to talk shit to me and do what all others have done for years.  BLAME ME!!!   I AM NOT A BAD MOTHER IF I WAS MY DAUGHTER WOULD NOT BE LIVING WITH ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A GOOD MOTHER AND I REFUSE TO LET PEOPLE SAY OTHER WISE. I have read the books took the classes and even went to therapy.  If Dr.s are to fucking blind to see that there is an issue then so be it.  But I am not gonna let some redneck mother fucker who is not even a father tell me that it is my fault and that I need help not my daughter. I have been dealing with this for years and no one knows how it has hurt me to see her go through what she does.   I HAVE ALWAYS TRIED TO HELP OTHERS AND IT ALL SEEMS TO COME BACK IN MY FACE WHEN IT IS I WHO NEED THE HELP!!!!!  So next time my daughter threatens to kill herself or if she really tries it then whose fault will it be, think not says I.  As I have had her repeatedly checked and tested.  I WILL GO INSANE THEN AND MAYBE GO POSTAL ON THE DR.  BUT I WILL REMEMBER I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING I CAN! I have quit jobs making lots of money I have lost jobs taking time off