discharged.......

i just got discharged from the hospital yesterday......7 days inpatient......iwas relieved to leave and i was also kind of sad to leave.....i's become my second home.....to me, that's kinda sad......it's so nice to sleep in my own bed, watch whatever i want on t.v., sleep in, eat whatever i want, lay on a couch, eat whenever i want, go to the batroom whenever i want.....it's wonderful......it's so nice to have my life back....i hugged one of the mental house counselors there...she helped me for over an hour when i was having a hard time one night......i hugged her when i left adn then cried.....i miss her and i just kinda miss the whole place.......i'm crying now....i have no idea why i'm crying.....maybe because i never thought that i would have a normal life again.....she was really helpful and nice and was just an amazing person....every mental health counselor was.....i had the same treatment team that i've had before...same therapist, case maanger and psychiatrist......well just had to spill my thoughts and feelings....