Disappointment

It seems like the more people you try to please the more people you hVe to disappoint. The more you try the more you disappoint. So all you have left is emptiness and sorrow because you feel like nothing is ever going to be good enough. Crying and writing is hard specially when I can't see well w/o the glasses. I know I should stop feeling like this, give it to God, and buck up but there are days when I can't seem to do those things and today is one of those days. I try so hard to give, listen, provide, and do all I can for others but making a mistake is so dang problematic that all the good is gone so that all they see is the one bad in all the good. Guess this journal thing is good cause I can vent to myself