Disability

Hello friends.
I decided to file. I know it can take a while  My neurology thinks I have a great chance. My unemp is out, still no job and my signs of the MS is getting worse. Memory and numbness in feet and hands worse and my writting and shaking is started to get bad. Never noticed these before.
I would still like to find a job, get me out of this depressing house. If anyone filed please tell me how it went. Hope to hear good news. My husband just quit drinking for health reason and mental. So I am going SO much right new. No mom to help me (mom passed away 15 years ago) Boy when I need a drink can't have one:(  When will something + happen to me??? My dad and brothers never ask me, HOW ARE YOU? I am at the end of my rope. Throw me a BONE!!! Help me guys! Keep giving me + thoughts.
Take Care everyone!!!!