Dinner
I had a dream last night and it was disturbing. I dreamed that a bunch of ladies were invited to spend dinner with a gentleman. There must have been a dozen of us.
I was invited to put on a beautiful gown of my choice and escorted to another room where I was brutally raped. I was told to say nothing or I would be killed. I returned to the ladies not saying anything with that threat.One by one the same thing happened.
I said that I needed to use the bathroom and for some reason my feet and hands had been tied, so the man untied my hands and told me to go in the corner and I told him I would not and told him I needed to go to the bathroom, so he took me to one and i noticed a glass window that I would fit through, but looking outside I saw a deep ditch running along the train track.I decided to jump because it was a chance to get away. the ditch was deep and I couldn't get out.
The guys from the train started following me and there was a man on the other side of the ditch and he helped me out.
The women started getting away and the next thing I remember was being picked up by two other of the women and getting on an airplane.The flight was bumpy and it wasn't a normal plane because the luggage was on a desk behind us and we didn't have seat belts. We could move around, but the place I took was by a metal post and I hung onto it.
When we arrived at the airport the lady drove me home. I don't know what all of this means but I was raped in one of my marriages and was threatened to kill me and putting me into little pieces in the desert. weird huh?
I was invited to put on a beautiful gown of my choice and escorted to another room where I was brutally raped. I was told to say nothing or I would be killed. I returned to the ladies not saying anything with that threat.One by one the same thing happened.
I said that I needed to use the bathroom and for some reason my feet and hands had been tied, so the man untied my hands and told me to go in the corner and I told him I would not and told him I needed to go to the bathroom, so he took me to one and i noticed a glass window that I would fit through, but looking outside I saw a deep ditch running along the train track.I decided to jump because it was a chance to get away. the ditch was deep and I couldn't get out.
The guys from the train started following me and there was a man on the other side of the ditch and he helped me out.
The women started getting away and the next thing I remember was being picked up by two other of the women and getting on an airplane.The flight was bumpy and it wasn't a normal plane because the luggage was on a desk behind us and we didn't have seat belts. We could move around, but the place I took was by a metal post and I hung onto it.
When we arrived at the airport the lady drove me home. I don't know what all of this means but I was raped in one of my marriages and was threatened to kill me and putting me into little pieces in the desert. weird huh?
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Scared me. What did you have for supper?
This tells me that you still have issues and some lingering sense that what happened was something that happens to \"all\" women; hence, the gathering of the \"dozen,\" symbolism that I won\'t deal with here but that it is \"universal\" symbol. Escape is a path. It seems that you are haunted and are not really living life to the fullest; it is sort of like you are hunkering down and still hiding. How did you react to this emotionally upon waking? Hugs.
I had a ham and lettuce wrap. I woke up with a headache and had to sleep it off after I awoke. It physically drained me. I slept till three with no more of the previous dream. I have been raped by a husband and a brother and my second husband threatened to kill me twice. Do you think it is from the past just more dramatic? It is the only dream that I can fully remember.
do you think I should tell my therapist about it, or keep it to myself
I told my therapist about my dream and we went through it step by step and found out that I have things that i still need to work out. That the women that are there are my sisters that were raped after me...then looking for a way out giving me some welcome to freedom and when I am in the ditch I decided it was Jesus that pulled me through everything. There is a lot more, but I don\'t want to go there right now. I would like to know more about what Anyse has to say because of her knowledge