Dignity and pride
Before my H I had dignity and pride. If a man didnt want to talk or call me, be it, keep walking with my head help high, his loss. If he didnt want to be with me, why bother with someone that didnt want me by his side, I would've walk away and never look back. In the past year, I lost myself, I lost my dignity, my pride. I cried, I begged, I begged him not to divorce me, I begged him not to leave me, I begged him even after he told me he has fallen in love with OW, I faced rejection over and over. In the last few months I have found parts of myself that I thought were lost, I regained some of my pride and dignity, somehow I have regained some of my old self. I will cry again, it is human to feel hurt and pain but begging....... NEVER again.