Difficulty communicating wishes and desires...

 Today is going to either be... AWESOME... or, more likely... Hmmm! Going to see the Work Broker agency that specialises in helping people with a disability/impairment find...
an understanding employer 
a considerate workplace
a job they can do...

rofl... I guess it isn't bad having high aspirations.

From a C-PTSD impairment perspective I think it will awaken...

Distrust, Withdrawal, Unease, and Avoidance.

Which of course will begin arguing with 

Optimism, Hope, Naivety, and Stubbornness.

I'm hoping Stubbornness wins, cos they are my favourite!! : )
However, Stubbornness has been known to swap sides in the past and play for the OTHER team... so picking it isn't really a no-brainer.

Hmmm! How can I get Stubbornness to stay on team POSITIVE... will bribery work? Maybe... that ain't actually a bad idea... hmmm!

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Caballita
Caballita

Okay... so I stayed open and hopeful... while we filled in paperwork... Nothing that moves me forward... but at this time of year... I had already guessed it would be a case of... hurry up and WAIT for the New Year...

The first advantage of waiting... it gives me a bit more time to think & research so that I am much better prepared for the future opportunities, that is a GOOD thing!

The second advantage of waiting... I do have things I need to tidy up and sort out BEFORE I become really involved in anything new...

I need to...

Ask several people for references
Ask ACC for my case file
Debrief my ACC case file with Fliss, my counsellor
Apply for Independence Allowance
Empty old house and put it on the market so I can stop having to mow that HUGE lawn, lol
Get started on Go Vap trip fundraising